Especially for the past few days, we have been almost unable to put Sydney down. He LOVES to snuggle! He LOVES to be held! He protests sleeping in his own crib because he prefers to be lying comfortably in your arms or resting on your chest.
Granted, it is WONDERFUL to snuggle, but it is also nice to feel like a human and be able to perform ordinary household functions. Instead, I fear getting bedsores on my butt from the countless hours spent nursing or snuggling in the recliner.
Yesterday evening, Sydney went into the front pack and we walked outside until he fell asleep (holding my finger tightly in his chubby hand). Then, I put him into his playpen. That is... for a few minutes anyways.
Around 9pm, he was sleeping in my arm while I chatted on Facebook with Aunt Nicki with just one hand. Then, I decided that he had been sleeping long enough that I could put him down and HOPEFULLY get something to eat for dinner. (He REALLY likes to fuss whenever I attempt to eat, which makes me feel like I'm ALWAYS having to quickly scarf down my food without ever enjoying it anymore.) I had a few minutes to myself. I was able to go to the bathroom and take the newest load of clothes from the dryer. However, as soon as I got myself a plate from the cupboard, he started to wail. I attempted to let him cry it out for a few minutes to see if he would go back to sleep. HA! He would NOT! (While I waited, I made a peanut butter and strawberry/rhubarb jelly sandwich and cut it into 4 pieces for easier eating while holding a baby.)
He fussed and fussed. He cries even harder when he hits himself in the face with his hands that he appears to have VERY LITTLE control over. (In time, he'll realize that they are HIS HANDS and that HE is in control of them, but until then... we're forced to remind him that he hit himself.) So, with all of his fussing, even though I thought he couldn't possibly be hungry, he seemed quite satisfied to eat again. So, he ate AGAIN; then, fell asleep. So, I snuck him back into his bed.... AGAIN... and AGAIN... and AGAIN!
When Mike came home around 10:45pm, I was still ATTEMPTING to get him to sleep in his own bed. (Like always, it takes anywhere from 1 minute to 10 minutes before he wakes and realizes that he isn't being held anymore.) Needless to say, at this point, after an over-filled day of holding him, I WAS EXHAUSTED and my back/neck/shoulders were begging for a break!
The little stinker even started getting smart with me! His new thing is to hold on tightly to either my bra or my shirt so that it is EVEN HARDER to lay him down. (SMART KID!)
He ended up sleeping until almost 2am. Diapered (by daddy), nursed and put back to bed. Then, slept until almost 6:30. Diapered, fed and put back to bed. Then, slept again until almost 9:30am. (Mommy and daddy BOTH took advantage of the sleeping baby... mommy kept going back to bed as well since it felt SO GOOD to sleep for a change!)
We managed to have 2 POO blow-outs so far today! The first was out the leg of the ill-fitting diaper, through the sleeper and onto the crib sheet and mattress pad. The second was a blow-out... out the leg of a good-fitting diaper, but it was overly saturated with POO. Mommy also received a SHOWER when attempting to clean up the first escaped POO by a Baby that is starting to earn the nickname of SQUIRT. (You get the picture!)
He's been sleeping inside the Moby Wrap for a while now, but HEY, at least he's sleeping! While he rode on my front, I managed to get the garbage cans inside, go through the mail and fold three baskets of laundry PLUS throw in the newest load of crib sheet, mattress pad, diaper changing pad and two outfits. To me, that feels like a rather productive day already (especially since Daddy encouraged me to take a REAL SHOWER before he had to leave for work).
I should end the blogging session now and go get myself something to eat.... SQUIRT will want to eat again pretty soon, too - I'd imagine. I just have to remind myself that someday he won't want to snuggle with his mom anymore and to take advantage of it now for that very reason. (He sure is cute and lovable!)